At this point, individual entries are getting long enough that each qualifies as a full-size story part on its own. Expect to see me post more of these soon, hopefully this week.
Entry 10
Last night's entry was the last one I wrote as a man. I suspect my
last entry for today is going to be my own. But, as I've said before,
I want to wait until it's completely over before writing that. For
now, I want to talk about the girl I interviewed this morning.
I was very surprised to see Ara's cat ears and tail, but now that
I've been here a few days and started to meet a lot of the girls
here, I've found that she's far from the only one to get odd traits
like that in the process of turning into a cute girl. People like
that are definitely a minority here, but it happens often enough that
those who've been here for a while aren't particularly shocked to see
it happen again. It's rare enough to be notable, certainly, but not
unheard of. Now, halfway into the first year—that is, half a year
after Najira's arrival—nothing like that had happened yet. That's
where Kate comes in. Only, at the time, she was a guy named Kale.
Did you know that people get stranded on Hawaii? They go there for a
vacation, or thinking that they can live on that island paradise for
one reason or another, and then they end up jobless and homeless and
can't afford plane tickets back to the mainland. It's such a problem
that some charities on the island offer to pay for people's plane
tickets back to the if they have friends or family on the other end
to receive them, as long as they promise not to come back. Kale was
someone like that.
Kate wouldn't tell me much about how she wound up on Hawaii—I think
it's still a painful subject, so I didn't press—just that he didn't
actually have anyone to "fly back to" and got desperate,
eventually deciding to stow away on a shipping boat headed
across to the mainland. No one caught him, but a few hours out at sea
there was a huge storm, making the sky dark and the seas particularly
rough. In his efforts to keep from getting crushed by a
poorly-secured shipping container, he wound up slipping overboard all
on his own, and there was no way to call for help. He gave up on
swimming beore long, not having much strength to begin with because
of how little he'd been eating up until then, and sank below the
waves.
The first thing Kale thought when he woke up on the beach here was
that he'd miraculously washed up back on Hawaii, despite how far out
at sea he must've been when he fell overboard. He pushed himself to
his feet and staggered inland, hoping to find someone kind enough to
get him medical attention—but eventually realized that, apart from
some stiffness and hunger, he actually felt a lot less terrible than
he had when he'd gotten on that ship. He was walking normally by the
time he found the houses, and from there some girls noticed him and
welcomed him to the Changing Island.
"People actually welcoming me and treating me like a
person again? It seemed way too good to be true,"
Kate told me. "But I was starving. So I asked if I could
have something to eat, anything." Najira took him to her place
and microwaved some leftovers from lunch—it was about
mid-afternoon—and explained our situation here while he scarfed it
greedily down. His responses all took the form of affirmative grunts
and "uh-huh" and "sure" while she explained; he
didn't believe a word of it. "Gotta be some kinda weird cult,"
she said she'd been thinking at the time. "But, hey, she fed me,
soooo..."
Kale was suspicious of everyone. He didn't believe that he'd get to
live in an actual house with free food provided; he didn't believe
the attractive girls all around him had once been men who then had
their own accidents at sea and wound up on this island too. He put up
a neutral front as best he could, but some sour responses revealing
his actual emotions bled through here and there, quickly earning him
a reputation as a "grump" that's stuck to this very day.
Still, Kale was determined to take advantage of his strange situation
while he could, and he used the ingredients in his house to make
himself a nice, big feast for supper that night. Kate told me that he
learned a lot of recipes and techniques for cooking in general from
his mother when he was a teenager; she'd insisted that it would help
him "survive in college or whatever." The two girls already
living there found him making it and asked if they could have some,
and he shrugged—which they took as permission. In his greed, he
really had made more than he alone could eat, so it turned out
to not be a problem when they showed up and started helping
themselves, thanking him for the delicious food.
By this point, Kale hadn't undergone any noticeable transformation.
But as the two pretty girls living in the house with him thanked him
once again and offered to take care of the dishes, he shrugged again.
Then, still sitting there at the table with a full stomach and an
empty plate in front of him, Kale felt a weird sort of push from both
of his ears at once—"like the ears themselves were
pushing, y'know", she said. In a matter of seconds, his ears had
grown from human ears into two gigantic triangular things covered in
fluffy fur—mostly black like his hair, with some white tufts on the
inside. And then a similar feeling came to his lower back, and a
long, equally fluffy black-furred tail burst its way out from the
base of his spine just as quickly as the ears had grown.
The girls stopped in their tracks and silently stared for a long
moment. Kale reached his hands up at the big, twitchy ears and turned
around in his seat, trying to make sense of what he was feeling and
seeing. It was a shock, to be sure. It didn't help that their first
instinct (after quietly staring) was to run out and get everyone
else's attention on the weird thing that had happened to the new
arrival. Before he knew it, he was an unwilling celebrity, every girl
on the island barging into "his" house to come have a look
at the freak (Kate's choice of word here). That was until Najira
seemed to notice how much the attention was annoying him, and
commandingly yelled at everyone to give him some space before
eventually kicking everyone who didn't live in that house out. She
apologized to him, saying nothing like that had happened before and
everyone was just very curious about it.
At this point Kale thought he had to be the subject of some bizarre science experiment, or maybe a Truman Show kind of thing. The pretty girls, the house, the food—all was just to lure him in so they could give him weird furry parts and see how he reacted. But he resolved then and there that he'd at least take advantage of the food and shelter until he was fully well, and then the instant he thought things were going south, he'd find a way out. Build a boat in secret and sail off the island in it himself, if he had to.
At this point Kale thought he had to be the subject of some bizarre science experiment, or maybe a Truman Show kind of thing. The pretty girls, the house, the food—all was just to lure him in so they could give him weird furry parts and see how he reacted. But he resolved then and there that he'd at least take advantage of the food and shelter until he was fully well, and then the instant he thought things were going south, he'd find a way out. Build a boat in secret and sail off the island in it himself, if he had to.
The girls living with him apologized profusely for the incident after
Najira left, and repeated their offer to "at least" do the
dishes. Kale just shrugged, said "It's whatever," and went
upstairs to his room to sleep. Kate noted to me at this point in her
account that he actually paused to look at his ears and tail himself
in the mirror, and thought, "These really aren't too bad, for
being the result of mad science or whatever. They don't hurt or
anything. They'd even be pretty cute on...a girl." He'd actually
forgotten at this point that Najira had told him he'd be turning into
a girl pretty soon.
Kale hadn't changed any more by the time he woke up the following
morning. He took a shower, deciding to shampoo the new fur, and went
down to get himself breakfast. Once again, he mistakenly made too
much, and once again his housemates were happy to share the "burden"
of eating it in exchange for their doing the dishes.
It was while he was eating that Kale found another strange thing
happening to him. He thought he was slouching in his seat, and tried
to sit up, only to find that he already was sitting up. His
perspective sank steadily downward from there, and his legs even
pulled themselves upward so much that he found his feet lifting off
of the floor entirely until he scooted forward in his seat—twice.
He kept eating, watching the girls at the table with him for a
reaction. They definitely noticed it was happening—stealing glances
here and there—but seemed hesitant to comment on it.
Besides getting shorter, and his limbs getting shorter, Kale's body
became decidedly smaller everywhere. His shirt tented out around him
more and more as he shrank, his shoulders narrowing and his frame
slimming away. Just as he was finishing up his breakfast, the
shrinking finally, mercifully, came to a halt, leaving him shorter
than both of his housemates—in fact, shorter than most everyone on
the island, even now. It was then that he brought it up in
conversation.
"Sooooo...I just shrank. Right? Like, a lot?" he said. Both
of them agreed, saying something about how his change was starting
for real after the strange addition of the fluffy ears and tail. He
asked, "'My' change?" and one of them said something
like you know, how everyone who washes up here gets turned into a
girl? It was then that he remembered Najira saying something
like that in his first encounter with her. He couldn't muster any
response to that other than "Oh."
He gathered his baggy clothes up over him and made his way up the
stairs, eventually giving up and letting his pants fall off once he
got to his bedroom. Then he went to the mirror, shrugged, and tossed
his shirt off too, to really get a good look at what had happened.
Not only was Kale now very short, but his skin had already smoothed
over too, losing its body and facial hair and turning soft and
supple.
Since he'd been homeless before, suffering from some malnutrition,
Kale had been gaunt when he washed ashore; now his body looked thin,
with a narrow frame, and yet perfectly healthy. He remembered at this
point that the effects of starvation really should've made it
impossible for him to enjoy meals the way he had since washing
ahore—it seemed like he'd genuinely become healthier and healthier
since coming here. "Score one for mad science," was his dry
remark about that.
He turned around to get his shirt and put it back on, only to find
that it had shrunk to a size that matched his new short, slender self
while he wasn't looking. The pants he'd discarded on the floor had
done something similar, not only becoming something that fit his
now-diminutive size, but also losing most of their leggings in order
to convert into some jean-shorts. His clothes had also "repaired"
themselves, losing all of the tattering and tearing from their stint
as his only set of clothes while homeless to become just like some
brand-new clothes. He half-wondered if someone had snuck in behind
him, grabbed his old clothes and set down new ones in their
place...but surely his humongous ears would've heard something
like that.
Kale didn't feel like going to a ton of effort for lunch; he just
made himself a sandwich. He expected his housemates to be
disappointed or upset that he wasn't making something for everyone,
but they seemed to instead happily walk in (having been off at the
beach for the morning), make their own lunches, and ask politely if
they could join him at the table. His response was a shrug, of
course.
It was a few bites into the sandwich that Kale felt hair tickling his
ears, his forehead, the back of his neck and the sides of his face.
He set it down and reached up to find soft locks which were at least
twice as long as they had been before, and which were still growing.
It was at this point that he picked up on a pattern: Apparently, his
body went through another bizarre change every time he ate. But..this
time, it was seemingly just his hair getting longer. He shrugged to
himself and went back to eating his sandwich.
The girls asked him if he wanted to go out to the beach, maybe meet
some more people? He started to respond "Sure, I guess",
but didn't get farther than "Su—" before pausing because
what he heard come out of his own mouth didn't sound at all
like his own voice. He cleared his throat, and the throat-clearing
voice was still thoroughly unfamiliar. "Uuh. My voice?"
he said aloud. Kate's voice is about as deep as a girl's voice can
get, but there's no mistaking it for a guy's voice; it's a woman's
through and through. That was the unfamiliar voice coming out
of Kale's mouth after he finished eating his lunch. The girls didn't
seem nearly as surprised as he was, remarking that it must have
changed along with his hair. He sighed—deciding that at least the
rules of the weird game he was stuck in were consistent—and went
back to nominally agreeing to go outside and meet some more people.
"You know how everyone on this island is like..ridiculously
supportive about the whole 'getting turned into a girl' thing?"
Kate said. "I mean, I'm sure you've noticed by now."
I said sure. "Well, it's pretty much always been that way."
Everyone was talking about how cute Kale was already starting to
look, how they loved his hair, and the ears and tail were bound to
make him look even better. There were plenty of apologies about
everyone swarming his place before, too. However, he had some
suspicions of an ulterior motive behind their friendliness when he
realized that his housemates had been telling everyone how good his
cooking was. A few people were asking if he'd make dinner for them
that night, too. He tried to clarify that he'd just been making
himself food and made too much, but the requests kept coming
anyway. It seemed like some of the girls were even ready to fight
over who he'd make dinner for first or something. So, remembering how
she'd defended him from a crowd before, he went to Najira.
"You don't have to do anything you don't want to," she told
him first of all. "I'm sure everyone would be happy to
get to taste your cooking, but it's up to you if you ever want
to do it again."
Kale thought about it and said, "Look, I don't mind making supper. But I don't wanna make someone angry 'cause I went to someone else's house instead of theirs, y'know?" From this, Najira got an idea.
Kale thought about it and said, "Look, I don't mind making supper. But I don't wanna make someone angry 'cause I went to someone else's house instead of theirs, y'know?" From this, Najira got an idea.
The community center didn't exist at this point, but Najira's house
is a little bigger than everyone else's. Her dining room is large
enough that it can seat about as many people as were on the island at
that time. She suggested that Kale just make supper for everyone—just
this once, and never again if he didn't want to—using her kitchen,
and then they could all eat together in her dining room. She offered
to help with the cooking, and find some more volunteers to do the
same if he wanted them. Kale thought about this offer, then shrugged
and said "Sure, okay." To feed that many people, he needed
three helpers, and the girls who'd been living with him and
benefitting from his cooking so far were quick to take up the two
empty positions. Well—he needed three 'half-competent' helpers, he
clarified, and said if they started burning or cutting themselves or
screwing things up, they'd have to go find someone else to take over
for them.
While Kale worked with Najira and his housemates to make that night's
supper, he noticed his shirt steadily shrinking. It lost its sleeves,
pulled itself up off of his stomach to show his slim, flat midriff,
dipped its collar down to expose his neckline. He was too busy
cooking to really worry about some strangeness with his clothes; he
just had to be careful not to spill anything hot on the increasing
amount of exposed skin. His shorts also decided to get shorter, and
the underwear he had under them pulled tighter—but not quite enough
to be too uncomfortable. By the time they were serving the
meal, Kale's shirt had been reduced to something like a very short
crop top.
Since he'd done all the real work of cooking, Kale was invited to
take a seat while some of the girls served the food. He dug in,
feeling ravenously hungry after all of that work, and...well, at this
point in her account, Kate said, "I was actually happy for the
first time I could remember. Prolly not the first time in my life,
but in a really, really long time." She isn't prone to saying
things like that, and quickly brushed it off to go back to her usual
way of speaking, which only makes me feel like it was all the more
genuine. Kale basically didn't care anymore what kind of bizarre
situation he was in, as long as things could continue to be like
this—delicious food, a home of his own, people being generally nice
to him.
Of course, he expected by now that another meal meant another step in
his transformation. This was confirmed when he found himself
wriggling back and forth in his seat, feeling an odd discomfort. It
turned out this was his hips spreading themselves wider, and his
shorts and underwear pulling tighter as a result—and maybe they
were also shrinking. This pushed at his manhood, which in turn
seemed to actually give way and shrink to help ease the discomfort.
Kale slowly realized that all of this was happening as he continued
to eat, but it came to a point where he couldn't focus anymore
because of it, and quickly hopped down onto his feet and excused
himself to go to the bathroom.
No sooner was the door shut behind him than Kale felt it happening: A
gentle, almost pathetically weak tug between his legs took away the
last of what was there and his time as a man on this island came to
an end. Slowly walking up to the mirror in the bathroom, she found
that her top had also shrunk again while she wasn't paying attention,
becoming a positively tiny string bikini with only two little
triangles of cloth to cover her flat chest. Well—it wasn't flat for
very long; Kate told me she felt one little push almost as soon as
her eyes focused on her own chest in the mirror, and in an instant
two small but easily visible breasts puffed out into view, completing
her change. Speaking of eyes—Kate looked up at her face at this
point and noticed that the deep blue color they'd had before had
brigthened into a very light, almost glowing shade instead. (This is
my own description here, she just sort of nonchalantly mentioned that
this is when she noticed they were different.)
She took a deep breath, then went back out to the table. Everyone
could see right away that she was a girl now—the tight shorts
holding flat between her legs and her clearly-visible breasts didn't
lie. Someone asked, "Wow, you finished changing already?"
and Kate said "Yep." This resulted in an eruption of people
saying how cute and pretty she looked, which she admitted to me felt
"pretty great to hear".
We don't have a picture of how she looked as a guy (Kate would
probably say 'good riddance' or something like that), but Saya took
her picture in that initial round of photos. Kate was busy eating a
popsicle at the time, and gave her permission to have the picture
taken with a shrug and an "Mmph," not even bothering to
take it out of her mouth. I have to say, she really is one of
the cutest girls on the island; the ears and tail bring it together
in a way I wouldn't have thought furry parts would. I suppose this is
true for basically everyone on the island, but I think Kate must also
have a positively ridiculous metabolism; she eats snacks
fairly often and downs huge portions at mealtime, but her figure
hasn't changed a bit since that photo.
Kate still pretty much works as our town chef—not every day, just
whenever she feels like it, which isn't too infrequent. In
fact, the way I met her was this: Everyone was invited to the
community center for a big breakfast this morning, and Kate was the
one who'd decided to make it and organized people to help her do so.
And I'm happy to say, it was delicious. While I was thanking her for
the food, I explained a little about my project and asked if she had
time for an interview. We conducted it right there in the cafeteria,
sitting at the table across from each other. For the record, she does
tie her hair back and use a hairnet (plus some custom-made "earnets")
while cooking. She's even threatened to have a "tailnet"
made if anyone complains of fur in their food, which nobody has.
At the end, I asked her how she felt about being a girl, and..maybe
you can guess: She shrugged. "Beats the heck out of what I was
before," she said. "Listen: I was a homeless guy, basically
human trash to everyone else around me—and pretty much
treated like it too. Here, everyone acts like I actually matter.
I get food and shelter, and I have an easy 'job' cooking for everyone
sometimes—you know, whenever I feel like it. I could be a snail
and still be happy if that stuff happened to me. But, yeah, being
a cute girl is pretty great all on its own, too."
Well, it's hard to argue with an answer like that. A part of
me wonders if she's happy being female just because it's part of a
package along with acceptance, food, and everything else...but it
sure didn't sound like it.
loving the tfs and pics, your put boat twice near the begening forth paragraph 3rd line
ReplyDeleteAh yes, the rare and dangerous shipping boat boat. Thanks for the catch, fixed.
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