Monday, April 29, 2024

Battle Vixens! - 131


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Episode 131: Sunrise

The last motion of Magus's spell looked like the most difficult. She brought her exhausted right hand, shaking, upward, had to grab the wrist with the opposite hand to keep it from falling, and finally, alongside the name of the spell, got her sword's tip pointed straight upward at the sky. A needle-thin beam of light seemed to pierce down through the clouds to the tip of the sword, the light gathering and growing rapidly into a volleyball-sized orb of pure, white light, as bright as the sun in the sky at noon, illuminating the world around them. After it was fully formed, Magus dropped her arms and stumbled forward, barely catching herself from falling flat on her face by stabbing the sword in the ground.

The orb, meanwhile, floated over next to Light. Its level of brightness should have been painful and blinding, but—maybe because of her own powers, or maybe because it was a magic orb of light—it was neither of those things. The rays coming out from it flooded into her, and she could easily bend its rays toward herself to take in even more.

It felt unbelievably good to bathe in so much light again, but this was also..different from normal light. It would be ridiculous to say it aloud, but—most light was "cold" and impersonal, coming from a device or a physical reaction. This wasn't something that bothered Light; in fact she wouldn't even be aware of it if not for the contrast against how this felt. This light was...warm. Like...a hug from Amp, maybe. More bizarrely, she felt like it wanted her to succeed—not that someone wanting that was bizarre, but feeling like a bunch of light she was absorbing wanted anything at all was extremely strange. Then again, the light hadn't come from nowhere—it was from Magus. Who, above all else, wanted them to make it.

Whose first words to Light were...
"I'm a huge fan."
"You're my hero."

How many people had said things like that to her over the past couple of weeks, anyway? And why did she still refuse to believe it for so long? Magic was emotion, out of a person's own soul; maybe you could lie with it if you were really good at it, but Marcus was honest to a fault to begin with. If the way she felt was this real, enough to manifest out of a summoned orb of light, then was it really that hard to accept that nearly everyone else might feel the same way when they said the same things?

"If you need it, use my power. " Every person whose power Light had "taken ownership" of had offered, or asked, or in Cynthia's case demanded this one thing. She'd come to think of these offers more and more as a burden being laid on her, but that wasn't what any of them really wanted. Even people not in that category, who barely knew her...
Like Lucy: "We owe y'all one, or maybe like six, so gimme a call if you need a hand. We'll do what we can, send someone over maybe."
Or, the night of the meeting—she didn't really even remember who: "Go get 'em, girl! We're all rooting for you!"

Why did she always brush people off when they wanted to help? When they said they were on her side? Was it really that hard to trust their intentions? Or to accept their decisions to risk what had to be risked to help her out?

Every single thing that she'd thought was a burden on her back, all along, was meant to be a hand reaching out to help carry the weight of the real load. Obviously. Because...

What was it that distinguished a hero from a villain, anyway? It wasn't their power, their strength of will, their determination, their certainty that what they were doing was right. Every man is the hero of his own story; any well-written villain thinks he's doing the right thing and is absolutely stubborn about it. Even protecting others, even saving their lives, was something certain bad guys did—to serve their own interests. But when things got tough, a villain never had anyone else to really rely on. They might work together from time to time, but in the end their own selfishness would lead them to mutual betrayal, or an uneasy truce at best.

But heroes? When one hero falls, another rises. When one hero can't take it all on alone, others appear to help. The defining trait of heroes is that they make more heroes, and ultimately, they band together. Light wasn't really sure when she'd forgotten this, or at least started failing to apply the idea to her own situation. If people wanted to help her, it was because they saw the kind of hero she was acting like, and wanted to be the same thing. To do the same thing—and do it for her, too, if necessary.

Maybe it was finally time to accept all of that help and support as it was intended.



Here we have a mini-episode, sort of like 56 was, but it's in the middle of the main action instead of after it. This episode wasn't originally planned; its contents were originally going to be how the one that's now after this one began. But there's a very specific reason I wanted this part separated out once I saw how long it was, and I felt like this flowed better overall anyway. If you want a hint to that reason, well: What do you get when the sun's out, it's raining, but somehow the sky's still pitch black?

Sunday, April 28, 2024

Battle Vixens! - 130


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Episode 130: Flood Warning

While they walked, Magus took a moment to make her usual sword appear...and then made a twin for it in her other hand, out of a combination of light and rainwater. "Sssoooo...do we have to kill all of them, at the same time? However many there's gonna be?"
"I don't think so," Light said. "The twins and triplets are easier to kill at the same time, but the main problem is just that they can 'donate' their health to each other. Or, I guess, that any pair of twins for example—is just one monster with 'two bodies'. If they were invincible unless killed at the same time, it wouldn't make any sense for them appear so close to each other."
"Oh, yeah—'cause if they were like, halfway across the world from each other then they'd just plain be invincible."
"And even if the 'mind' behind the monsters is really as stupid as 'she' says, it still would've stumbled onto that trick ages ago."
"So, then..."
"We need to focus on keeping their attention. Binding, clumping, area-of-effect damage. We really shouldn't expect to finish them before Rowan shows up.

"...Here's the spot." Light held out her hands, and one 'copy' of her own blade appeared in each. "And we're not at all early..." She pointed the tip of one of the blades up at the sky.
"Huh?" Magus thought she was looking at one of the black stormclouds at first, but then picked up on what Light had already noticed: It was flying much too low to be that, and it was in the process of coming even lower. "..Oh, wow. That's the 'class 3' experience though, I guess?"
"Sometimes."
"What if I hit it now?"
"Try if you want, but it doesn't look solid enough yet."
"So, it'd just go right through it, huh. Okay then—"

Magus could feel a lot of concepts bumping around through her brain. She felt like she kind of half-understood how a bunch of different people's powers worked, including Light's and Rowan's and several other people, some of which she'd barely or not-at-all met. It was enough understanding to imitate the way Gemma imitated them—maybe not quite as well as her—but it also felt like enough for her to personally make a spell that did something similar, and somehow 'boost' it with that knowledge: Make it stronger but at the same time easier, more efficient. And, in terms of preparing for a fight, there was one power that stuck out as especially useful.

"Barbs of blades, form traps of steel..." The motion to do this sort of 'enhanced spellcasting' required both swords, her mind insisted. "Winding Wires!" She pointed both of them forward at the end, and from the tip of each a bunch of thick, thorny metal wire twisted out, the two streams weaving together and placing themselves out in a large net spread across the ground ahead of the two vixens, a massive trap ready to spring itself on the monsters the moment they landed above it.

They waited for a tense moment as the black cloud slowly drifted lower. Then, rather than the whole thing forming into the so-called 'army' at once...some pieces of it broke off and fell faster, each one landing on the ground as it formed into a humanoid shape. Like it was imitating the raindrops from farther above, at a much larger scale.

The first few landed in range of Magus's trap, but it was obviously too soon to spring it. Light looked her way and nodded, then appeared next to one of them, slashing into its body and kicking it back. The other ones all started her way as they landed. Magus might not have been bright enough to understand the meaning of that nod right away, but it was sufficiently obvious what Light had meant as she continued getting each one's attention when it appeared, then backing up, running away, or light-iporting, always in the direction of the center of that net. By the time there were fifteen or so of them, they were starting to crowd her too much to keep this up, and she moved back next to Magus, out from above the trap. So, with a slight flick of the 'Gemma' sword, she sprang it, and a bunch of thorned wires twisted up around the whole group, holding and crushing them against each other.

It occurred to Magus at this point that running monsters into each other usually had bad results lately...but it didn't happen with these. Instead they remained a bunch of separate bodies all crushed against each other in the net. Maybe it was because they really were all parts of the 'same monster'. At any rate, it gave Light an opportunity to raise one of her blades skyward and call down a lightning bolt, directly onto and through the net. It seemed likely to hold that group for a while.

However, there were more of them dropping down. The cloud almost seemed to have the intelligence not to drop them directly onto the tangled mass—perhaps the overall monster knew that parts of 'itself' were there, and 'wanted' to spread itself out more to properly surround its prey. Whatever the reason, the two of them were faced with the steady approach of an increasing number of the monsters from either side of the net, some moving to get farther behind in an effort to surround them.

Light moved herself past the group on her end, slashing into them one after another in a rapid, elaborate dance. Most of them turned to face her, trying to catch her but always too slow—or she would light-iport away any time she was nearly pinned. Magus started off sending some basic projectile-spells out at the group coming toward her, but when they started to get too close for comfort..her instincts told her to do something she usually wouldn't in this situation.

She tended to think of her own powerset as that of a 'mage'. Sure, it came with a sword, but it always felt more natural to use it like a staff. Staying in one place, away from the main action, and throwing out the damage, was what she was good at. But just now, as a thing the size and rough shape of a very tall man came up to swing its blade of an arm at her, it felt much more natural to...dodge. Block the other arm with one sword, slash through it with the other, move over. Another weapon-hand—a long spear—she didn't so much see as feel coming at her from another side, and ducked under it, retaliating smoothly with a stab and a kick to knock its owner over.

The kind of elaborate sword-dance that 'natural' vixens would do when sparring with each other, or when fighting monsters this size, was something Marcus always had difficulty following. He never got quite how anyone's mind could think or body could move that fast, how they seemed to be able to sense attacks coming that there was no way they could see. But before she knew it, thanks to Gemma's power—Magus was doing exactly that.
It wasn't just her weapons and her body that flowed like water between and through the increasing stream of attacks, but her spells and Emma's magic as well. An attack from her side met the shield of a hasty block-spell, bounced off, the ground tilted under the monster to help bowl it over backwards. Her shadow twisted up to catch a weapon-arm coming at her from behind, she turned and cut through the beast, in the process making her sword go through the motion for a chain-lightning spell through all of the surrounding monsters. She jumped down into and 'swam' through the monsters' shadows to behind them, emerging with a flurry of water-shurikens to their backs.

This felt amazing—it was amazing! It was fun, it thrilling—but at the same time, coming so close to death (or at least severe injury) so often didn't stop being terrifying. She didn't always quite know what she was doing before she did it, like an unconscious part of her mind was working too fast for the rest to keep up with. Still, there was the gradual sense that the number of opponents, and their coordination with each other, was approaching a threshold of 'too much'. She did a few blocks, strikes, anti-explosion-ball-things, and other various little tricks to buy herself some space, then cast a sielnt, quick transposition to get herself out of and away from the crowd, far enough to get a better sense of just what was going on, and maybe catch her breath a little bit.



An enormous mass of black mist obscured the horizon, rapidly coalescing into a solid form.
"Theeere he is," Rory said.
"...Indeed." Clark let herself be picked up into a hug, and each of them said the other's phrase at the same time...the simultaneity being more or less an accident, as they hadn't decided ahead of time who was to initiate this fusion. Regardless, the result was the same: They came together to form Quinn.

She wasted no time forming a few puppets and lifting them along with herself up into the air, taking the needle out of her ear to form a warhammer out of thread. By this point the mass of mist had compressed into a solid form, and seemed to just now be waking into consciousness.

The "tank" was as grotesque as it was gigantic. Its main body was about as wide as it was tall (which was very), but was much longer than that from front to back. The entire front end seemed to be its head, the top third or so of which was taken up by a lot of giant red eyes, all of various sizes and shapes, in a random, patternless arrangement; the rest was a mouth that opened horizontally, full of the same disorganized, spearlike teeth that all of the mist monsters seemed to have in common. Coming from the sides of its main body were a large number of arthropodesque legs: Each one's first half going up from near the bottom of the body's side to a main joint around three-quarters as high up as the top of its body, and from there going down again to a sharp spike stabbed into the ground. It also sported a few more limbs, five highly flexible..things with bases somewhere shortly behind its head that were each about the entire length of one of those legs and mostly as thick as a person's entire body, except where they tapered off to a sharp tip at the end. Quinn had the thought, when it came to those limbs, that apparently none of these monsters understood how tentacles were actually supposed to work.

The first thing it did was start to move. Its legs all coordinated into propelling it forward in a motion not quite as sudden as your average mist-monster, but it built up momentum pretty fast, and there was a lot of it, which meant if it wasn't stopped, it was going to plow through every building in its path. That..wasn't something she could let it do.

Two of the puppets went to either side of it, to try to distract those extra limbs. This worked pretty well; they seemed more interested in stabbing the flying puppets through their chests than grabbing them or anything. So the rest went for its lower body, the relatively small part near the ground not taken up by its enormous mouth, and landed to anchor themselves and push back, acting like brakes to stop a moving train. Quinn herself flew up in front of its eyes, readying and swinging the hammer into somewhere near the center. Besides disgustingly splattering the eyes in the central impact with that blow, she succeeded in making it skid backwards a yard or so, its feet stabbing into the ground and scraping along to keep it from going any farther.

She followed this up with a second and third strike to around the same area, but none of these managed to impart quite as much momentum now that it had dug itself in. There was a satisfying stream of black mist coming out from the points of impact. Her remaining puppets floated up into a formation around her to intercept the whipping limbs, catching them in bear-hugs to keep them from stabbing Quinn herself as she darted back out of the way.

Its mouth opened wide to emit a low, rumbling roar. One of its limbs, rather than coming after her or the puppets, reached backwards and stabbed into its own central mass. This seemed like a very weird thing for it to do until that limb yanked itself back out again with a partially-solid clump of that mass stabbed onto its spiky end and whipped forward, throwing that bit of mass out onto the ground, where it immediately reshaped itself into a "gryphon" type of beast.

Quinn raised some more puppets, sending them in the main monster's direction, while approaching the gryphon herself. "Note to the Giver: Tanks are not meant to be APC's!" she said, punctuating the word 'not' with an upward whack to the gryphon's chin that sent it careening into the air backwards. The puppets halted another attempt to charge, and one of them caught the gryphon by the tail midair to hurl it into gargantuan thing's mouth, which was still gaping open. This probably gave it back the 'health' it had sacrificed to summon the gryphon, she figured, but better one opponent than however many it was willing to throw out.

Speaking of that—three of its limbs now whipped back to stab itself, and came out one after another to throw out some more "class 1" type things. Quinn just went to each one in turn and whacked it with the hammer to send it back in its maker's general direction. She replaced some puppets lost to being stabbed by the limbs or legs, or in one case crunched in the thing's mouth as—despite all appearances—it could turn that thing to some degree, and stretch it out enough to bite anyone who came too close.

More stabbing itself in the back and throwing out whatever came up. Quinn swatted them back as they landed, two of them before they were fully formed. The whipping limbs hit a couple more puppets, so she replaced them again. This was starting to turn into a war of attrition between the monster's adds and her own. It'd be nice, she thought, to keep it that way—better than letting it level a building!



Light appeared next to Magus as all the monsters started to turn to face the two of them and prepare to again approach and surround; she was panting slightly. As soon as the mage vixen's breath was caught, she used it to recite another spell: "Fruit of the earth, arrest and tear. Binding Thorns!" The application was a little different this time, as instead of a bunch of vines all coming together to grab one big monster, they appeared across a wider area, grasping the legs and lower bodies of a good majority of the humanoid beasts approaching the two of them.

"You, holding up?" Magus said.
Light nodded. "Just gotta be careful. That's, not holding them as well as the metal one did..."
"Uh, yeah, sorry. Those, kinda need some setup." This conversation couldn't last much longer—the ones she hadn't caught with the vines were getting too close for comfort.
"Get farther back, then. I'll buy you some time."
"'Kay." Magus transposition'd herself a good several yards away from the action. At the same time, Light...copied herself?

At first, Magus thought that Light had made a bunch of illusory copies of herself to face all the monsters—both the nearby ones that hadn't been caught, and the ones now getting themselves free of the vines. But that would've been stupid, because these things didn't have eyes, and so wouldn't be fooled by such illusions. And anyway, Magus's own power—well, Emma's power in her at any rate—could 'see' that that wasn't quite what was going on. All of the "Lights" were real...and yet, only one of them was?

She didn't have time to try to really figure this out, of course. Her focus was much more on concentrating to channel as big of a net trap as possible. She watched as the monsters fought against the several "Light"s, who behaved very differently from how the singular, actual Light normally would have fought. Rather than blocking or retaliating, every one of her focused on dodging, feinting, moving aside. It became clear why she was behaving this way when one of the monsters landed a "hit", and its hand-blade instead went straight through open air. Nope, the real Light wasn't there after all! And this continued to happen, the copies of Light blinking out one by one, even from a hit to her blade or a glance through her hair or clothes, until there were only a few left.

By now, Magus was ready, so she recited the incantation again, swinging both of her blades through the motions needed to form a wide net to catch most of the monsters in. Hearing her cast it, one of the remaining Lights turned and bolted, stopping just next to Magus to lean down with her hands on her knees and heave in some air. The other two 'copies' vanished at about this point, so all the monsters started to move in Magus's direction.

Taking a sharp breath in to steel herself, Magus stepped forward, brandishing her blades. She came to just past the center of the net, throwing a few low-grade spells—plus some light-arrows, shadow-bullets, icicles, water shurikens—out at the beasts to ensure their attention was on her. They came steadily forward, one after another making a strike or a feint to try to give a different one an opening. She danced through their attacks the same as before, letting them surround her as completely as possible, before finally bending her knees down, buffing her phyiscal strength as much as possible—probably the same thing Gemma had done to leap in front of the snakewolves earlier that day—and then sprang high into the air, springing the trap below her at the same time. She flipped in midair, just barely clearing the area the trap was closing around, and was headed for a pretty rough landing—but Light noticed this with plenty of time to go catch her in her arms in midair, making a perfect landing before setting Magus down on her feet.

"Phew..thanks." Light nodded, taking a small step away to point one of her swords skyward and strike the trapped monsters again with lightning. There were still maybe a fourth of their number not caught in the trap, moving around it now to again try to surround the two vixens.

They were a little too far away now for Magus to be certain, but...was the cloud of black mist steadily dropping those things down...still not gone?



Thad suddenly sat up straight at a strange noise from the door. The more typical sound of someone knocking would've gotten his attention too, but this was something else—a clack-ick-clack sort of sound, like something solid but lightweight, maybe hollow, had been thrown at the door. Shrugging to himself, he got up and went to try and see what it was. Opening the door brought another opportunity to hear basically the same sound, because the object that had made it was actually hanging from the outer doorknob.

"...Huh?" It was a mask, like one of those ornate Japanese festival mask things—seemingly sized to go over the entirety of a person's face, with a sort of bright, sandy color to most of it and some green highlights here and there. It had some fairly short triangular ears at the top left and right, a sort of short-muzzle-like shape to the front, and a painted-on mouth that was very much a ":3" kind of thing. Thad carefully pulled it off, admiring its artistry while simultaneously thinking, why'd someone put a cat mask on my door and run away? It didn't strike him as a very good prank.

Examining the strange object a little closer, he found a folded-up piece of paper taped to the inside. He closed the door and set the mask down on the nearest available surface to get the paper off, unfold it, and check for some kind of message to explain this whole bizarre thing.

There was a message, in plain English, and its first line made him jerk back slightly. It was kind of like if he was a character in a horror movie and had gotten an unexpected text announcing, and proving, that he was being constantly watched by the killer. It said: What if you could be a catgirl without anyone else's help?

What if, indeed...was this weird mask supposed to be able to do that? But then, if Marcus's hat could achieve something similar...

The note didn't end there, but continued: Don't consider it a price, but if you are at all grateful for my Gift, I'd appreciate you passing on a message for me.



A snakewolf's claw bounced off of Quinn's hair, and she picked it up by the offending forepaw, taking it on a 180-degree hammer-throw to send it back to its maker. "So long-ey-Bowser!" Another one came at her, missed, and got a bicycle kick to the chin that sent it flying up into the air, with a follow-up punch from an aerial puppet to knock it in the right direction. A gryphon that tried to grab her in its talons met hair too, and she flew up fast enough to grab the offending leg and throw it violently back at the main beast by it.

She'd dropped the needle and sent some puppets behind her, out of the immediate danger, to start weaving thick rope out of Clark's string to make a big net out of. Making and losing puppets nonstop turned out to be slightly tiring, and—given her enormous energy pool from Rory—something being noticeably draining was a red flag. This new plan was a better one, but for the moment it meant getting a little more personally physical with the creatures being spawned from its back. Well, at least a certain, probably-Rory part of her liked it this way.

It stopped throwing minions out to try to charge—right on cue. Too bad the trap wasn't ready yet! Quinn landed just to plant her feet and leap into the air, making it high enough to kick it about where her hammer had popped out some eyes before, shoving the whole thing back a couple of feet before it stabilized itself. She then kicked back off of the monster's face, using a couple of nearby puppets to block attempts to stab her and landing into a handstand-backflip to avoid an awkward tumble. There was a certain "speed limit" to Clark's floaty power that normal momentum could far surpass, making moves like jumping and running still pretty meaningful if she needed that momentum to actually go somewhere.

The next round of spawns brought a new surprise, as instead of the clumps of misty shadow forming into single bodies, they erupted apart like spider eggs to spawn a dozen or so miniature flying nasties apiece. Quinn knew she couldn't throw these things back at their maker anywhere near efficiently enough, so she temporarily recalled her needle from the netmaking work, forming something like a giant flyswatter to swing through the swarm of fliers as she zipped back and forth through the air. These small, weak monsters were too fragile to take a swing of Clark's magic with that level of strength behind it, so she was rid of them in only a moment. The needle quickly went back to the netmaking operation while she gathered the leftover string into a soccer-sized ball and kicked that into the tank's mouth for good measure. It didn't seem to like the taste—it roared again, using its stretchy limbs to lift the front of its body partway off the ground before slamming back down to earth.

Another attempt at a charge, and another four puppets or so had to be used to push back against it—most of which got destroyed by its limbs before they went for its back to help spawn more things. Quinn raised a couple of new puppets around where those were going to get flung, and took the opportunity to make a running-jump-kick to the monster's face again and push it back a few more feet. It took a little bit of extra effort and concentration to have the puppets punch, kick, or catch and throw the smaller monsters the thing was spawning, but she couldn't let it gain too much ground. Never mind spoiling her trap, every step it made toward the city was a step toward destroying a chunk of it.

Finally, it was done. Quinn floated herself way back to where the net was, taking the end with the needle in it from a nearby puppet before sending it and the rest of the netmaking ones forward to where the others were to help deal with the tank's adds. Then she flew up and around to one side of the monster, lifting her hand up and swinging the gigantic, knotted bundle of thread around in the air like a lasso. It was only a couple of seconds from there until the monster started trying to charge, and she threw the net out, keeping a tight, two-handed grip on the 'handle'. It spread out as planned, taking up the entire space in front of the monster as it began to charge, and she floated down to the ground while the tank slammed itself straight into the net. Between Quinn running forward with the handle in both hands and the beast's attempt to go in the opposite direciton, the knotwork's design had it close tight around the thing's face and frontmost legs and most of those five irksome limbs.

Its voice rivaled the noise of thunder from above as it thrashed around, struggling to move forward or free itself, and was instead dragged backwards, the brightly glowing thread digging into its body and sending out a blinding cloud of black mist. Quinn's run quickly became a walk, and then she had to turn around and pull back on her end of the net like a strongman pulling a semi truck. The beast took longer than expected to remember its original strategy of stabbing its legs into the ground to arrest its motion, and by that time she'd pulled it quite a ways back from where it had first begun. With that, Quinn yanked the needle out of her end of the net and stumbled back a few steps away from where the beast was. It seemed so dead-set on going toward the city that it didn't even care to turn toward her, instead continuing to thrash and struggle against the net while she panted slowly, working to catch her breath from all that effort.



Dodge, block, slash, splash—chain lightning, fireball, shadow-vine, throw rock...grab this one with a water-limb, tilt the ground just enough to trip that one up. The number not bound by her trap wasn't unbearable, but as the fighting kept going, Magus lost track of where Light was and which way she was going, and eventually a keen sense that only a minute or two had passed began clashing against the emotion that she'd been doing this nonstop for an hour. She needed just a second, to think, and so she risked the MP to put a proper Barrier spell all around herself and then use that space to cast with her offhand sword to transposition way away and out of the crowd.

"Hff..fhh.." What she saw wasn't great. Light was probably in the middle of that crowd over there—bigger than the one Magus had just escaped, but seemingly all kept futilely busy for the moment. But..the second net she'd cast was really that far away? And pieces of it were starting to snap apart. The monsters that had been surrounding her needed a moment to figure out where she was, and then would take a bit longer to get to her—or to go join the group Light was keeping busy, which meant she had her second to think...and catch her breath, apparently.

It nagged her that Gemma's power actually had a lot of weapons available to use, and so far she'd only made one and used that this whole time. The way Gemma used them all was to treat them as individually disposable, throwing out one after another, but Magus's instincts weren't tuned for throwing her weapon away—it felt weird, and almost wrong somehow. Still, there should be some way to make use of so much weaponry, right? An inspiration came to her as she recalled something Espadas always liked to do, espeically when up against a lot of monsters at once. But—she risked taking just another second to think whether it was a good strategy, and realized: If Light was still in the middle of the crowd when she did that, it'd be pretty bad.

Why don't you just focus on communicating a little more?

"Light, over here! I'm gonna try something."
The response was instantaneous, Light appearing next to her before suddenly stumbling down onto one knee, using her sword as a crutch. And loudly, heavily breathing. That...wasn't a good sign.

Laying that aside, Magus decided also that this new idea could use a lead-in. First of all: "Impact Wave!" She swung both her swords at once, each sending out a wave of force more than sufficient to knock the first couple of rows full of weapon-armed monsters over onto their backs, and from there it was like a bunch of bowling pins all knocking each other over. Perfect! Then...

"Elements made steel, take a life of your own..." Both of the swords in her hands were involved in a fairly intricate dance. A bunch of things raised up or appeared in the air in front of her in preparation for what would happen next: Ground, raised shadow, a flicker of light from a distant lightning bolt, a chunk of the ground, a piece of 'time', a piece of 'space', a chunk of frozen rain, and more and more...
"Dancing Blades!"

Every one of them turned into a sword, and with the final motion of the spell Magus threw out the two in her hands to join them. All of them floated through the air and marched forward like they were held in so many invisible soldiers' hands, slashing and stabbing into the prone monsters' bodies, working together to skirt around their attempts to block, completely no-selling their attempts to strike back at the place where bodies wielding those weapons might logically have been. Magus remained standing with her arms out in a forward Y shape, palms pointed outward and fingers spread, concentrating on keeping the spell going. Even as the formerly-trapped bodies of the "army" joined their number and the group began to try to go around and flank the two vixens, the wall of blades wouldn't let them. Sometimes one would disappear from one place and be resummoned in another, or else Magus would 'feel' something else she hadn't yet used to make a weapon with and bring it up in a useful spot.

For a full two or three minutes, the onslaught continued. It felt even longer than when she'd personally been fighting, and about halfway through Magus's legs wobbled and she had to carefully go down onto her knees to keep her increasingly sore arms stretched out and maintain concentration on the spell, on all of the animated weaponry. She didn't really notice how heavily she was breathing by the end of it, thinking that it was still Light's respiration she was hearing and not her own.



It took less time than Quinn had hoped for the tank to start freeing itself from that net. She'd come around in front of it, re-forming her hammer and summoning a small crowd of puppets—most of them sent off to the sides to be on standby—and she could see it using its long, whipping limbs half-intelligently, starting to untangle the web of rope even as its thrashing around and the gnashing of its teeth tore and broke some of it apart. She drew back her weapon and 'threw' it, detaching the thread from the needle so the rest of the mass went flying forward, whirling through the air, and smacked it hard in the face, coming apart into a bunch of thread that spread out across its front side, sending another flood of black mist up off of it.

It freed itself not long after, throwing the remaining ropes off to either side and beginning to charge. Quinn sent some puppets to recover that thread, fly up in front of the monster, and use what was in their hand as whips and/or throw it back in its face—and, of course, sent enough of the others to the monster's front side to arrest its momentum before it could get going too fast.

She took a deep breath in, and out. There just wasn't a way to fight this thing that didn't involve a lot of puppets, or a ton of risk. Keeping her fused self together was starting to feel slightly tiring in and of itself, meaning she didn't have too much longer as 'Quinn'. She couldn't risk holding together so long that Clark completely collapsed when exiting; she needed to be able to get away while Rory held the line.

Rory, alone, would have to go for a different, much more direct, much riskier strategy. Even borrowing Clark's thread and puppets, it would probably take more effort and time than she could afford to make them strong enough to be useful here. How long could she hold out alone...?



Thad double-checked the apartment number, then knocked on the door. "Hello?"
After a burst of somewhat loud shuffling inside, a girl's voice he knew moderately well said, "G-go away, nobody's home!"
"Aah, perfect. I got a message here for 'nobody', from uuh..someone named 'Beryl'?"
The person on the other side of the door went completely silent, so he continued.
"Lessee here...it's just: 'The probability Rory Quinn survives alone is approximately fifty-seven percent.' Yep, that's—that's the whole thing."

He folded up the piece of paper and jammed it in his pocket, listening for any response at all, but not hearing anything. "Uh, you know, I was never too great at math and stuff myself. But, grades—any college student gets grades. I don't like the sound of fifty-seven, myself," he said. "In't even a D minus, right?"

A hard sniff carried through the door. "You're...Thad, right?"
"In the flesh."
"Don't you...have a car?"
"Do I have a car," he repeated with the kind of intense sarcasm that was far stronger than just saying yes.
"How...fast. Do you think, you could get me across town with it?"
"Girl, if the cops don't stop us—five minutes flat."

There was another brief pause with some audible scuffling around inside, something being shoved around and some stuff picked up, and then the door was thrown open from the inside to reveal a certain two-tailed vixen.

"...Let's go. Please?"



"Hhhghhhhkh..." An uncomfortable exhalation came from Magus's mouth as she finally dropped her arms, and at the same time all of the summoned weapons around the two vixens stopped swinging themselves, floated unsteadily in the air for a second, and then finally fell to the ground, the majority also dissipating back into the elements they'd been made from. The army now forming a half-circle around the two vixens seemed to pause for a moment, as if unsure whether the wall of blades was really gone or it was some kind of trick.

Magus looked over Light's way; she was at least back on her feet, but not holding her weapon. "Uh..hff..y-your turn?" she said with a nervous, hopeful, slight grin.
"I don't know..if there's much left I can do, at this point." The monsters took a cautious step or two inward, all uncannily synchronized with each other, those that wouldn't fit in the tighter semicircle moving aside to surround them further. Light raised her arms slowly, wearily, and a brief glimmer of light formed into her weapon as she readied it, holding it in both hands. "I'll do, all I can. We just need...a few more...minutes...!"

Magus had thought, at first: Gemma's power seemed more like something that energized her than a burden that would make her tired. But it seemed that the exact way it exhausted her was more insidious than expected...and perhaps what she was feeling wasn't the same as how Light experienced borrowing another person's power in the first place.
It was this...manic, excited, hard-to-grasp urge to keep going and going, and not ever quite repeat herself. A bunch of half-formed ideas swimming around in her head, each one demanding attention. She always had a little bit of this when using her own powers, honestly—but somehow having access to Gemma's ludicrous multitude of options made it a lot worse, to the point of constantly threatening to overwhelm her. It was a nonstop stream of different, jumbled thoughts, but they all stemmed from one basic concept: I need to do something else.

She picked herself up, even though she was still a little unsteady on her feet. Another big, flashy attack was what she wanted to do, or at least felt like doing, but it was obvious she couldn't keep something like that up again. Her level just wasn't high enough yet—her MP and stamina were far too low to keep that kind of thing up for such a protracted fight. It was hard to say that she'd made any mistakes necessarily; this situation was simply unfair, and overall just sucked beyond belief. But there still had to be something. Light was clearly exhausted, only slightly less than she was, and by now the sun had fully set, so there was no...

Magus's ears perked up a bit. That was the main problem, wasn't it? 'No light, no power'?

The overwhelming urge was still to something to push back or strike down the encroaching monsters. But there was so much more to what magic, what spells could do, after all. And anyway, hadn't Magus sworn not to put down support classes back when Light was playing the role? Maybe it was just her turn to be the 'helper'. A summon..! That could stick around a while, and wouldn't require her to move around herself.

"Hh..hey." She smiled in spite of herself. "You just need..ffh..some light, right?"
"Well, it'd
help. Listen, you should...wait, what are—?"
Magus's weapon—just the one, the blue-spark-made sword she'd started out with, showed up in her hand. The motions for this spell weren't too bad, but her arms didn't want to cooperate all that much, so she had to go through them a little bit slowly. She clamped down, using the time delay to channel the spell she was already casting for extra strength, efficiency, and especially duration. Near the end of the motions, she incanted as loudly as she could:

"
Rays of light, coalesce into blinding fire..."
"SUNBLAZE!"



This one's fairly long, but for various reasons, I couldn't break it up. 132 is also about the same length.

Saturday, April 27, 2024

Battle Vixens! - 129




Episode 129: Flood Watch

Amory set his phone on the table between him and Blake. "Alright, you're on speakerphone."
"So—read that thing again, Clark," Rory said over the phone.
"It says..'The Army', and the coordinates are...a short way out of town, in the direction of the forest we fought the Puppeteer in. And 'The Tank', on the opposite side of town. The word 'the' links to the article listing known class-three monsters in both cases, and 'army' has links to the articles for the 'twins' and 'triplets'. And on top of those...an ominous-sounding warning: 'DO NOT allow the two to meet.'" They had received their prediction before the five monster-free hours were even up. As helpful as it was to have time to plan and get in position, the fact the Giver could predict them so far in advance probably said something about how big a deal these monsters were going to be.

Blake sighed. "Which means...we have to split into two teams."
"Four people," Rory said. "If you've got access to Gemma's powers, then you can heal someone in a pinch. Really, Magus can probably figure out how to do healing too."
"You don't think we should split up?" Clark asked her.
"I think...it's time for Quinn to make an appearance.

"If 'the tank' is a big ugly thing that tries to steamroll the town to get to 'the army', then we'll stop it dead in its tracks. If 'the army' is just a bunch of weapon-handed humanoid things, then you and Magus are pretty well-suited to keep them busy. Right?"
"That's making a lot of assumptions, but...it doesn't sound wrong, either," Blake admitted.
"Hey, we don't even have to kill 'em all, right?" Magus said. "Just keep them busy enough for the city vixens to show up. I mean, with a thunderstorm going on, there's way plenty water for Rowan to throw around!"
"We'll meet up first," Amory said. "I'll make everyone as strong as I can, and stick with Light. Rowan will reach our location first, and then I can help her, too."

"You think this will work out?" Clark asked.
"It has to," Blake answered.



"Come on, you big dummy. If you're gonna mope, at least do it on some cushions!" Minus had split off from Gemma as soon as she got into the door, and now she was forcibly pulling Plus off of the floor and over to the couch. Pretending to be Beryl.

She let herself be shoved down onto the couch, sitting there for a minute. "I've really, really gone crazy, haven't I?"
"Bah. Sanity's overrated!" Minus said cheerfully. "Now tell me, how are things going with that boy you like?"
Plus looked away, at the wall. "I screamed in his face for five minutes, spilled his dad's secrets, and then left after one hug."
"Well, that sounds like progress to me!" Minus came around to sit on the other side of the couch, in the same direction Plus was looking. "I mean, physical contact, right!?" She had on a wide, almost-mocking sort of grin.

"Why am I doing this to myself?"
"It must be one of two things! You either feel like you need it, or like you deserve it! If there's nobody else who'll tell you what you should hear, then it might as well be yourself, right?"
"Just...go away!"
"Awwh, I can't do that!" Minus leaned in, almost threateningly, to whisper: "You know as well as I do. Turn back to human, and I'll still be right. Here," she pointed at her own head with one index finger.
"RrrrrrRRRGH!" She did something she couldn't with the real Beryl, and tackled Minus, shoving her back hard enough that she tumbled over the end table, knocking everything on it loudly over onto the floor.

"Hhhhahahah...at least that hurt a little bit," Minus said, sitting herself up on the floor. "Now look who's sitting on the floor!" She hopped back to her feet and clapped her hands together. "Hey, aren't we hungry? Let's make something to eat!"
"I don't feel like eating anything."
"Well I do! So I'm gonna do it and I can't stop me!"
"Then go do it, and leave me alone!"
"You'll never get to be alone again, my dear."

Plus just curled back up into a ball and started sobbing again, while Minus skipped off to the kitchen and started making something.

"It's gonna be really spicy!" she called after a few minutes.
"That's great!" she yelled back, powering right through her voice cracking. "Then neither of us can eat it!"
"You'll try it once you get hungry enough. Anyway, isn't that what you want? To feel pain? To punish yourself for being such a bad person?"
"I—I'm not a bad person. I'm not!"
"That's not what you said five minutes ago! What, is it an on-again, off-again thing? You get to decide when you're bad?"
"Well obviously I don't get to decide when I feel like I am!"

"Hey, you wanna know something stupid? We've been really loud, and nobody's even shown up to complain! Fox ears, and you can't hear anyone out there at all!"
"I know—I worried so much about nothing. Again."
"Again! HAA-hahah!"
"And then, because of that, I showed just how much of a stupid jerk I can be to, like, two of the only real friends I have!"
"Not to mention Amory!"



Thad stayed silent during the brief phone meeting. Once his roommate hung up and took off the hat, he said: "I guess it's pretty serious this time, huh?"
"Uh..yeah," Marcus said. "I mean—it's not like it's ever not serious. I guess that's why they always seem so stressed out, you know?"
"Wish I could help a little bit more. But I guess I'll settle for cheering you guys on," he said, giving a thumbs up. Partly because of the potentially severe weather, but mostly due to the severity of the predicted attack, a warning had gone out to evacuate the area near where the "tank" would appear, and it was strongly recommended that everyone otherwise "shelter in place" until the fight was over with.
"Thanks. I'll do my best!" He took off for their meeting place after that—it wouldn't be good for 'Magus' to be late, after all.

She'd probably have to mention to them, at some point, that Thad knew who she was. Well—maybe not. After all, it didn't mean he knew anything about the rest of them, like who Light really was or whatever. He'd never have guessed who Gemma was if not for that whole thing earlier that afternoon. He went for the TV, got his computer, and set up everything to 'watch' how things went down as best as he could.



"...Here you go."
"Mrr~rh...aahhh." Rory grew back to her taller, stronger, curvier boosted self. "It feels just as good as the first time, doesn't it dear?" she asked while Clark was being boosted too.
"I suppose..." she answered after Amp let go. "We'll combine once that monster shows up, no sooner. Don't want to burn Quinn out before she can actually do anything."
"Yep! So—catch you three on the other side," Rory said.

They started back toward Amory's car, Amp shifting back to human form for the drive. "So like...we've got this. Right?" Magus said. "I mean, I know some spells already that can push them around, grab them, beat them up. And you're great with your swords, plus you have Ning's lightning, Rowan's water-manip, and all the uh, crazy stuff Gemma can do?" This last part came out as a question because Light seemed to take each part of that list like a slight blow to the back of her head, making her hunch over a bit more with each one.
"I don't...think I can use all that, actually."
"Why not? I mean, you got permission, right?"
"That's not really...the problem."

They got in the car, and the engine started. "So—dude, what is the problem, then?"
"Using someone else's power is...harder than it seems like it should be. It's—they're, 'heavier'. There's a resistance to it. Like it knows it isn't mine. When I'm just using a little bit, or I'm pushing really hard because I'm angry or something, I don't feel that resistance as much. But it's still, exhausting after a while.

"And the truth is...I'm already tired."
"You just finished taking a nap," Amory said, his voice concerned.
"Yeah, but—" she exhaled a sigh. "Honestly, I dunno, how much of that time I spent just staring up at the ceiling instead."
Amory deemed this worthy of taking his eyes off the road to give her a brief look.
"I know—you could've helped with that, but it mostly just felt like, I wasn't sleepy. Anyway," she continued back to Magus, "there's almost no light. Never mind all the clouds, it's nearly sunset. And, for me, it's: No light, no power. And, really, I'm exhausted from more than that. It's...I'm tired from people depending on me. People propping me up with their words. People looking at me like, some kind of ideal. And..."

She paused for a moment, visibly trying to grasp at something that felt ineffable. "Ning needed my sense of control, so I gave it to her; she needed to not have her power, so I took it. Emma's...fighting the one thing nobody else can help her beat; it was horrible to watch, and it's just as awful to think about. It's exhausting being the one people depend on to save them, and it's even more exhausting not being able to save someone. But I won't stop trying, no matter what. I can't—because I'm needed, and I need to be a 'hero'. Because, nobody else..." she trailed off, still not quite arriving at the thing she'd really wanted to express.

"Hey," Magus said. "Gemma told you to use her power 'however you need to', right? But that doesn't mean you gotta be the one to carry it. If it's such a heavy burden...then why not, let me borrow it instead? I mean, can your powers do that?"
"Hmm. If I can make it work for me, then I don't see why not. Let's try..." She recited a phrase, and a grayish blur moved from her into Magus.
"Whoa!"
"Did it work?"
What had just been conferred by that glow was, for Magus, somewhat overwhelming and difficult to properly describe. But at the very least, she felt energized and powerful, able to do a lot of things she couldn't have before, in ways that didn't even entirely make sense to her. "Totally!"
"Good, I guess."



Plus and Minus were sitting across from each other at the kitchen table with a plate of food in between them. Plus was glaring silently across, while Minus kept forcing extremely-spicy chunks of meat through her mouth and exaggeratedly pretending to enjoy it. All four of their eyes had tears coming out of them—not because of emotion this time, but rather capsaicin.

Both of them jumped in surprise at a slight, quiet knock on the door. "Gemma, hey." It was Light's voice. "You uh..left your phone, so I brought it here. I'll just...set it on the mat, and go. There's no one else out here right now, okay?"

"...Okay," Plus said at a near-whisper.

After they listened to her footsteps leave, she said: "This is stupid. Beryl wouldn't do any of this."
"Of course not. 'Cause this is stupid," Minus said, dropping what was in her hand to pound the table with that fist. "And that's one thing she's not. I just found a really creative way to wallow in self-pity, I guess." She shoved the plate aside.
Plus leaned onto her arms, which were crossed over the table. "Why am like this?"
Minus imitated this posture perfectly. "If I could answer that, I wouldn't be asking."

"I guess one of me had better go get that, huh?—" —If I didn't manage to break it, I'd feel really dumb about getting it stolen now."
Plus sighed, picking herself up with some exaggerated effort and going to the door. Minus stood up afterward, following her and stepping back together into one body while she opened it to retrieve the phone.



"So...it's time to acknowlege that I might not live through this," Rory said. They were standing a short distance from where her husband had parked, looking out in the direction the 'tank' was supposed to appear in.
"You mean, we might not?"
"No—just me. Look, we'll be combined for a while, and during that we'll be invincible. But at some point it'll probably get to be too exhausting, and I'll be the one who still has energy to spare. That means...you go somewhere else to hide, and I borrow your powers to keep up the fight. If nobody shows up to help in time, then it's my life that's the most at-risk."
"I despise how sensible you're being about this," Clark said.

"I just want to ask...you didn't handle it so well the last time I risked my life and it went poorly. You think you'll do any better this time?"
"...I doubt it. So, you'd better not die."
"Hahah. And you told me I was the dominant one in our partnership!" she said. "Tell you what, if we both survive, and we've got any energy left at all...let's go back to doing what we used to do nearly every night. Eh?" She gently elbowed Clark, making the shorter girl blush.
"S-sure..."
"Hahah!: Rory lauged, grinning wide. "That outghta motivate me to keep going!"



Light picked Amp up in a hug while she was being petted, then gently set her down again once it was over. "..Thanks."
"No problem...I guess it's the most I can do," she said. "Aside from wandering around the battlefield to distract the monsters into failing to hit me, I guess."
"We're...not at that stage yet."
Amp paused, looking Magus's way. "...Hmm."
"What?"
"It's just...since you're borrowing Emma's power, I wonder...you mind if I try something?"
Magus headtilted slightly. "Nnno, I guess not."

The blond vixen gently pulled herself around Magus in a hug, then moved her fingers up to the tips of her ears. Magus jumped slightly and then shivered, feeling like the semi-unfamiliar power in her was responding to the touch. It somehow made her ears all the more sensitive, as Amory moved her fingers up to their bases under the hat. A faint grayish glow came from her body, and she grew slightly taller, her bust expanding out just slightly as well—and then it was done: That borrowed power felt even stronger than it had before. She even had the sense that she was physically stronger and more agile, and had more capacity for her more of her own kind of spellcasting!

Amp let go and hopped back. "Holy cow, I feel amazing!" the girl in the hat declared.
"Glad that worked. I guessed it might be possible because you're connected to her, through Emma's power. Just...keep in mind that my boosts are temporary, and don't feel so great when they wear off."
"Yeah, got it!" Magus gave a thumbs-up. "We're gonna do it, Light!" she declared, giving a big grin. "Let's save everyone!"
"Yeah...let's," she nodded.



"'Just a hydra'?" Rowan repeated.
"Aaand a few other stray Class 1's scattered around," Petra said. "So, nothing we haven't handled before, even with less people. I say go for it, boss!"
"Alright. I'll see you all later."
"Look, once we cut off the last of those heads, we're coming up right behind you. Got it?"
"...Yes. Thank you. I'll be assisting Light, so you should make your way to where the Quinns are."


Petra clapped to get everyone's attention. "Alright alright! Dawn, Pheonix—you both ready to rise?"
Dawn nodded; Cynthia said, "Sure. Even if it is rainin' even harder'n before out there."
"You need a roof to light a fire under, I'll make you one. So here's what we're gonna do: Tora, Fay, Warp, Zeno, and you, my dear—" (she said, gesturing to Karis) "—are on class-one cleanup! Slam those things out of existence before they can even think about fusing or causing any other kinda trouble, teleport everyone from one to the next if it'll get you there faster, and regroup with the rest of us once they're all dead.
"Everyone else is with me. Sam's gonna tangle that thing's heads up so the rest of us can chop 'em off, smash 'em, and incinerate them. Remember if you kill the main body, all the heads jump off at once, so let's not do that 'till there's only a few left. And when that thing's down, everyone who can still fight is piling into some vans to go help Light's team—and the boss—out. Got it?"
A chorus of voices—half or so of them on her phone—gave assent at varying levels of energy.
"Okay then—let's go, let's go!"



If you've been paying attention to the little "writing status" thing in the sidebar, you might have wondered why this episode's been "in editing" since the last chunk of episodes posted. Basically, I wanted to give this one several passes alongside writing the next few episodes to make sure that certain things lined up just right. And...you probably know what that means. As a reminder (because I always get these confused), a severe weather "watch" means that it's likely to happen soon, but hasn't been seen yet.

An early concept-draft of Light's conversation around the middle of this episode had her referencing The Avengers, saying something like "You know how the Hulk's always angry? Well, I'm always tired." But it just didn't flow with the way the conversation wound up actually going.

Monday, April 8, 2024

Battle Vixens! - 128




Episode 128: The Other Shoe

Amp bent over in front of the redheaded vixen, then gently pulled her into a hug. "Nngh..AAAH!" A burst of fire went out from her body for a second, singing the cot, before pulling back into her body.
"Shhh...it'll be okay..." Cynthia breathed heavily and loudly a couple of times, let out something like a sob, and then her breaths stabilized. Amp let go and got out of the way so she could sit up and look around.

"...Thanks, I guess. Have we, met before?"
"I was around when you were 'revived'. But we didn't really talk. I'm Amp," she said.
"The one who can wake people up, huh."
"That's me!" she said with a bright, sweet smile. "Oh, most people aren't s'posed to know about me, though."
Cynthia nodded. "I'll keep a lid on it, then..."

Looking around the room a little more, she spotted Rowan standing off to the side. "Guess you think I got reckless again? That ain't it, I promise. Maybe there was another option, but—I just thought if that thing was gonna get me or her, it'd better be me. My power was hardly workin' in all that rain as it was."
"I thought that might have been your reasoning," he said. "She was able to keep it from using your power very effectively."
"That's...good. Where is she, anyway?"
"Waiting outside. I thought...you might want some space, for a moment."
"I did. But...I'm ready now."

Cynthia stood up carefully, then went over to the door. She paused briefly to look Amp's way one more time. "Thanks—really. I wouldn't-a had the confidence to just jump in front of that thing...relearn what it's like to be in one—if I wasn't so sure someone would be there to wake me up after."
"Glad I could help," Amp said.

After she left, Rowan said, "I suppose you'll need to head back out right away."
"Yeah," she nodded. "I wanna make sure there's plenty of time before the monsters show up."
"Pass on a message to Light for me. If she needs my power...use it. As soon as I know it's possible, I'll be heading your way to assist."
"Got it."


"Cynth!" Both of them came together into a hug for a long moment. Dawn was sobbing, which made the other vixen tear up, too. After they both let go, however, she took a couple of steps back. "I guess..we need to talk, huh."
"Yeah, we need to talk," she said. "Ain't any good to swallow our feelings just to make each other feel better. They just..boil up to the surface at the worst times anyway."
"Uh-huh..."

Dawn sniffed. "All I ever wanna do is protect the people I care about...but every time I try to keep you safe, I do somethin' stupid, an' you get hurt bad instead."
"You're so much better than I am, though," Cynthia said. "I keep on dragging you down. There's all these other folks who care about you—who care about both of us—and you can't give up your life, and all of them, just for me. Not no more."
"I guess...we got so used to havin' nobody but each other to depend on, we hardly know how to be around everyone else."

Cynthia crossed her arms, taking a deep breath. The thought had come to her in the middle of the excruciating pain inside that monster's belly, but as horrible as it was, it still felt like it was true. At the very least, Dawn needed to hear her say it—she needed to let it out of her own mouth.

"Maybe we...shouldn't be 'together' anymore, you know? Maybe, just for a little while. Clingin' so tight to each other all the time's...just gonna lead to us tearin' each other apart."
Dawn sniffed again, some tears freezing themselves on the way down her cheeks. "I know.." she choked out. "You're right. Always are. Still...hurts."
"...Yeah. Hurts for me, too."



Emma's hiding in our apartment.
She's worried people could find her in hers.

Amory had been warned about the basic situation by a couple of texts from his roommate, but that didn't quite prepare him for the sight he saw when he unlocked the door and came inside. There was no light—besides the faint rays of badly-overcast sun from the windows—and Emma was crumpled into a little ball on the floor, facing the wall. For most people, fox-forms meant an upgrade in physical ability, raw power, and confidence, but Amory couldn't help the feeling that she was keeping that form right now just because it was smaller than her human one.

Her ears twitched slightly—having heard him coming in, of course—and she showed her first signs of life in the form of a loud sniff, pulling herself partway out of the fetal position to turn her head half-backwards. "...Hey. Um...B-blake's taking a nap," she said.
"Forget him, what about you?" he said quietly, coming closer. "What're you doing down there?"
"Just...you know...sulking." She sniffed again. "I screwed everything up again, just like I always do..."
"Come on, that's not true. This isn't even that bad—"
"Really!?" she snapped suddenly. And then, angrily: "How would you know?" Then, just as suddenly again, she turned back toward the wall. "Sorry..."

"I guess I don't know," Amory said, skipping over the apology. He felt like she didn't want him too close to her, so he sat down on the edge of the nearest chair instead. "But it's definitely not the end of the world, right? Plenty of other people, never even hid that they were vixens in the first place."
"I know that...I know that! It's just—me, for me, this sucks worse than anyone else, because—I'm me."
"What makes it so bad for you?" His tone wasn't accusatory—he genuinely wanted to understand.
"I hate attention. I hate the feeling that people, so many people I don't know, are looking at me, watching me. I could—I could put up with it when I was 'Gemma', because there was always someone else I could be, and hide behind that and not have to worry about people finding me. But now I screwed that all up! There's nothing to hide behind, and it's my own stupid fault!"

"You knew you'd have to tell people eventually," he tried.
"Eventually...eventually! I can deal with eventually, because it's basically like 'never'! The monsters will be gone eventually. Eventually, everyone else in my family will get old and die! I don't have to worry about that because the person who'll have to deal with it is another me, probably completely different, maybe who's even figured everything out! But this is right now, and I'm not any better than I was when all this started!"
"That's not true," Amory said in a sterner tone.
"It is!" Emma stood up suddenly and turned around. "Look what I'm doing right now!" when she tried to be louder, her voice came out painfully hoarse and cracked, but she seemed to completely ignore this and force it out anyway. "I'm throwing a tantrum over something every other person on this planet could just deal with! But I can't! I've ruined everything all over again, for no good reason!"

"'No good reason'?" Amory noticed at this point that Blake's door was open—and hadn't been before. He took a small step out into the living room. "You saved someone's life, Emma. There are no better reasons."
"I could've done it in a way that wasn't stupid!" she said, turning on him. "That didn't tell everyone 'hey, look at me, I'm Gemma'!"
"From what I saw, I don't know that there was a smarter way to do it. There wasn't any time to think about what to do."
"There had to be another way!"
"This one wasn't that bad," he insisted.
"Oh yeah!?" she advanced on him a few steps, waving her arms his way. "Well I don't see you going out in the halls and saying 'hey everyone, I'm Light! Lemme just transform in front of you so you'll all know it'!"

She stopped, took in a sharp beath, dropped her arms to the sides. "I'm sorry. That wasn't—that's not fair. I'm the one who screwed up."
"You didn't. In that same situation, Emma—I probably would've hesitated. I would've taken too long trying to think of alternatives, and gotten someone killed. That's screwing up. I'd regret it for the rest of my life."
"So you want me to not regret this?!" she said, angry again.
"No, I just..."
"You just what?"
"I can't accept that you did something wrong. There just, weren't any other options."
"Great." Emma put her arms out into the air turned around, pacing back towards the wall. "So I didn't do anything wrong, and my whole life is ruined anyway!"

Amory thought he should try to step in again at this point. "That's an exaggeration, isn't it? It can't be that bad."
She turned around, taking in a sharp breath to retort something angrily, then letting it out again. Some tears were streaming down her face, making him want to get up and go give her hug or something...but she didn't want that, and he couldn't force it on her. She finally squeaked out: "He knows..."
"Wait, who?"
"Your dad!" she said, pointing at him. "He knows, he told me that he figured out you got powers almost as soon as the second wave happened! He basically guessed what kind, too! And he made me promise not to tell you that, so that's another thing I can't do right—but he told me to see how I'd react! I didn't get it at the time, but he was testing me to see whether I'd protect you, even from him! But now he'll know I was just protecting myself!"

Amory needed a long moment to take this news in. He'd known...for that long? And hadn't said anything? It was hard to reconcile this information with everything he'd ever known about his father. But Emma didn't have a habit of randomly making up lies, and she was clearly in a 'too-much-honesty' kind of mood right now.

Finally he said, "No—he's smarter than that. There's no reason it couldn't be both."
"So I guess he's smarter than me. No surprise there."

A tense silence hung over the room for a moment.

Finally, Emma said: "...I should leave, huh? I'm in the way here. I should just, go back to my own room. It's so easy to just use my powers to hide that I'm going in there, and if I don't make any noise and leave the lights off then nobody'll even know I'm there. I should've just done that in the first place."
"You're not in the way," Blake said.
"Well I can't fight!" she snapped back. "Not today! Maybe not ever again! Look at me!" she gestured violently at herself. "I'm still the same coward who stalked you instead of asking you out!" she said, making the same kind of gesture at Amory. Then, waving toward Blake: "And I'm still the same stupid, selfish person who tried to kill you out of jealousy for someone I'd barely even talked to! I...I..." She sniffed, and stumbled backwards, clumsily landing back to sitting on the floor and pulling her arms back around her knees again, pushing her face into them to inadequately muffle a loud, frustrated, angry scream.

She drew her head back up again and sniffed loudly. "Sorry...I'm sorry," she said quietly. "It's just—

"Hi...my name's Emma Hayes," she said slowly, in what seemed like a failed imitation of a calm, friendly tone of voice. "We've, met before, but what you might not know about me is that—even though I'm a really dumb, scatterbrained girl most of the time, sometimes I can be really good at focusing on all of the worst things. And just sometimes, when something makes that extra bad—like when my life goes through a change too big for me to deal with—I have a massive, crippling anxiety attack and just, turn into a huge jerk and lash out at anyone who tries to help me out of it."
She leaned forward a little bit and hugged her knees again. "...It happened when I realized that going to college would mean leaving my family behind and living with a total stranger—I locked myself in my room for a week. April had to leave food in front of the door and then make sure I knew she wasn't anywhere nearby before I'd accept it. I almost missed graduation."

Then she sat up again, letting go of her knees to wave her arms around as she started talking faster and faster: "But then that stranger turned out to be really nice! Her name was Beryl, and she practically sensed it every time it was gonna happen again, and pulled me out of it! Like when that monster ate me and I thought I was better off never using my powers again and never learning anything else, just to keep that from happening again but worse! I was probably just too angry for it to happen when I found out who she really was! But now, because of that—she's gone, and she's never coming back! That person I knew might as well have died! And it's like I killed her," she said, drawing her hands in to point to herself, "because in the end she was just a lie that I figured out the truth about."

She panted after that long stream of words, needing to sniff a couple more times before finally catching her breath. Then she slowly pulled herself back up onto her feet, looking at Blake. "You should..use my power, however you need to, for today. Our emotions affect our powers, and with the way I feel right now, there's no way I can be anything but a, a liability. I'll...try to get over it. But I just—can't make any guarantees. I'm, really sorry about all of this."

Blake nodded slowly. "Take care of yourself. I just—want you to understand one thing. What you did, doesn't make you stupid. It makes you a hero."

Amory had taken the opportunity to stand up and move closer to Emma. After all of that, he couldn't...not try to give her a hug! So he physically made the offer, and she accepted after a second, sobbing again into his shoulder. She pulled out of with another hard sniff. "Sorry...I'll see you later." Then she started off toward the door, making herself disappear again.


After she left, Blake gave Amory a sympathetic expression, mixed with a tinge of stress and exhaustion. "I'm...gonna try to get some more sleep. Guess I should eat before everything starts up, too."
"Yeah. I'll let you know when it's time," Amory said. Then he remembered: "Oh, right—Rowan said you could use her power if you need it. And, if the attack on the city is light enough to make it possible, he'll be coming here himself to help."
"...Thanks."



Happy eclipse day!
First: I should admit I cribbed that "Hi, I'm [x], and these are my mental problems!" thing from the comic All Night Laundry. It's probably not as good here, either.
Second: I hope this is adequately conveyed already, but I want to be clear that the problem isn't meant to be exclusively that everyone knows who Gemma is now. That is somewhat bad for her, but the more important thing is that it's pushed her mentally off the edge and into an emotional downward spiral, during which a lot of other unprocessed trauama, doubts, fears, guilt, etc. bubbled back up to the surface.